What a night.. haha..
I was WELL happy..
I was making everyone laugh it was genious ;]
remember I was gonna laugh in Lisas face about frankie..well, I did..
I was like ..oh yeah I heard about Frankie haha..
and at the party I never spoke to her..not once..and I could tell she was feeling annoyed..she was tapping on my shoulder and I used the fact I was drunk as an excuse to just not speak.. and all that jazz.. It was quite beautiful really.. now all I have to do is just be friends with her.. which is allright because she is really lovely..
I kinda missed her though in a sort chunk.. like the way the ocean misses its rocks..but its allright..Its all good ;]
I feel good though..last night I was off my tits.. I was so happy but.. so drunk..
I went with Jake and Kitty.. the most open minded people on the planet.. they're genious people.. they cook broccoli with gig tickets..
last night was triffic..
Felt a bit sick in morning thoug..but I didnt puke or anything so Im alright..
thing is..I came back here..at 13 allin close.. and my mum lying drunk on the bed hugging the pillow and the blanket like a lamb..
I hated to see that.. that was horrible..
just cos its a bit stupid of her.. everyone likes to drink but she takes it a bit far I reckon.. I mean.. my mate Nikki was talking to me..telling me that mum was saying things like "fuck off" to her..my mum doesnt know what she is saying but my sister and brover upstairs must of heard her.. thats just too much.. I know I had been drinking aswell with frends.. but I couldnt handle that.. mum asked me to get some food from the shop..and I just went "shut up..Im makin you breakfast" I never talk to her like that.. Ive got respect for my mum.. but shes pissed me off.. shes ruining her beautiful self.. thats how I look at it.. thats the way I see it through my peepers..
xx
